Tiong Seng Diaries

2011-11-15T08:55:00.000-08:00

Some people with the strong vigilance might lead himself to be failure. what from the view is not necessary true, but the feeling from your heart is never goes wrong. when human are enjoying, they tend to close their eye, and fully rely on the surrounding atmosphere. Today I got poke by a bloody nail, it look very long from me to decide pull or not, probably leave there might reduce the pain, but the injury will never recover. Mentally colaspe on the peak point, what the f thing can I do to make this thing better...Gosh....come to the conclusion, I decide I'm so wrong stop others to do something make me feel bad, but I cant just close the eye and feel the love...instead of close my eye for the whole day, I prefer to close the Fbook all the time!!

Blue night!!

2011-11-09T16:09:00.000-08:00

想你想你脑海都是你～～连续忙了几天，今天终于凑得出“休息” 时间，但眼睛却反复看着地图，脑海想象情景，心理还有股兴奋。此时桌上的电话振振响起，读了那短短的几个字，我把手上所有的东西都放下了，心情是沉闷的，失望盖过了生气，脑袋也开始放空，手子却不断打着你的名字，反的画面射却令我的心情冷酷。我真的好寂寞，工作真的能让我好过一点吗？但我真的好累，期待见到你，原来我真的非常需要你的陪伴。最后我只想跟你说声：“婷婷，我爱你！”

2011-10-01T07:05:00.000-07:00

有酸不能言，只有写作来作乐。人心不足蛇吞象，这句话只能形容有野心的人，心魔是永远满足不了的。对我而言，完整的图是非常重要的，但往往结局不是你想象的。千方百计夺回来的小图，凭出别的图案，真是配了夫人又折兵！哑巴吃黄连---有苦说不出。我曾经人努力的抹杀别人一些让我反感的记忆，但无论我怎么洗，还是随随便便就看见了他。我明白过去毕竟是历史了，至少不要让我在你任何一个角落看到他。爱你是我的权利，呵护你是我的能力，想你是我的想象力！！我坚持的相信，美好的未来从把手牵好。

－小气鬼－

A hand make no noise

2011-08-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

Sometime the person u like might not suitable for you. Fate is something miracle, sometime the person u quarrel with, fight with , highly possibility turns to be your partner. There is no ending for the love story. When the time you get whoever you wish, it come to the new chapter. How does the story goes is really depend how both of you manage it, we are the writer!!!Please give me some indication what to do next~~~

2011-07-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

最后还是选着对着没有反应的部落格来哭诉。。。其实早就知道自己超多“奇怪” 的脾气，有时自己也受不了，何况是别人呐！！我怕寂寞，我怕孤单，更怕失去你的关心。我是个占有欲很强的家伙，很想每天每天让你粘着，你成功每几分钟出现在我脑海一次，我也没办法，所以就很想很想你咯～～现在不能随便找个理由去找你，也不能无所顾虑见你。很烦，很闷，我顶！！有你就很幸福了，还是朝往人生的目标前进。小小的休息，为了行走更遥远的路。朋友，让我歇息一回！！

2011-04-12T13:14:00.000-07:00

心理：你是不是喜欢她？

头脑：神经病，不可能！！

心理：你是在说谎吗？

头脑：不知道！！不要问～～

心理：我要成为好好先生，

头脑：对谁的标准呢？

心理：对自己标准，好好先生第一规律－不要让自己在意的人受伤，可能火星人是不因该出现在地球，如果火星人的出现让你难过，那么他就因该回到火星，在远远的祝福，呵护这你。当你烦恼出现时，抬头一望，感受远处传来来得能量，因为总有一人默默陪伴着你。。你常问我，你干吗看着我笑？那是因为我每次都对自己说，做男人，拿得起，放得下，可以man，但不可娘！看着你那可爱的脸蛋，却给我无比的勇气对你坦白。。偷偷再告诉你一个秘密，有时真的会偷偷的想念你。。我也非常非常喜欢你，虽然可能时间不多，但就让缘分来戳和吧！！哈哈，故事说完了，希望你幸福，快乐。我也学会了有些呵护叫放手！！晚安～～

2011-03-10T14:44:00.000-08:00

我对朋友的友情越来越质疑，我身边的朋友到底在想什么？？人性真的那么难抓摸吗？曾经是那么好的朋友，因为妒忌，名誉，女生，你破坏了友谊之窗，牺牲了朋友，值得吗？那女生今天还不是把你抛掉，投靠更出色的男人。。。机会不是常有，把握机会才是重点。。。看回去年写的日记，我总觉得自己好傻，但毕竟人谁无过。

The day staying in Sheff, I felt so helpless with all the actors here. Is hard to differentiate who is really care of you, and who is faking in front of you. Sometime when I met some problem, even through escape is come to my mind, but I'm force to control my mind to face it. I dislike the lifestyle here, no matter how strong am I, I still need someone to accompany, the loneliness is sux!!I don't care hoe much discriminate or being isolated here, but I believe I will impress all of you with my result. I'm who I'm, be myself!!

2010-10-09T18:59:00.000-07:00

10.10.10 what a nice day.....but this "early" morning seems like everyone was drunk...something unhappy happened again....some of them start to hug each others, some of them was quarreling...I was just keep quite sitting on the room, I saw a so call force hug happen, I was only asking myself a question-( who I'm to her, a close friend? a friend? or a stranger?)nope... nothing come to my mind...I think you have someone can lie on, rely on~~I really feel happy about it, but another way I understand myself still not able to fully let go on you, too many memory flash through my mind when i was free....and to another dude, what you wish to have, I really try my best to keep the environment well, what you like it, I always let you to have it, is that still not enough to you?? what left to me? a loneliness or moodiness ? sometimes, may be all of us should learn stand on others side to think.....

Fresher

2010-10-02T15:36:00.000-07:00

Finally come to Sheffield ady.....but i think it take time for me to settle down here....there is no more protection from the parents, anything done have to bare with the responsible, indirectly, It's a freedom for me. First come to here, I wasn't really use to the drinking practice, and I spend quite a lot $$ to building up a comfort environment for myself....Sometime, the surrounding was so quiet, and the loneliness feeling come close. Luckily I'm able to on9, but here is late Malaysia time for 7 hours( no people chat with)....oh yea...I miss to drive the car going around to find nice food in Malaysia....at here, at least 2 hours walking a day, it really good in exercise rite??hah!!so far I'm quite loss with what I actually asking for, may be should just focus on getting a good result rather than do nothing. update soon!!

Secret!!

2010-08-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

Today finally come out a full-stop for the stressful and busy lifestyle, but my mood doesn't feel any relieve..or may be I still couldn't settle down. Since young I was use to get what I wish to have, So this lead me turn to be stubborn and sometime did or said something...Is really sorry if it hurt u, I really doesn't mean it~~I apologizes to u here cause I really worry this will be reject...I do care every single friendship, all the "ship" is too importance for me..If the gap occurs, I would use all my strength to minimize it, If there is a crack, I would use all my time to fix it...I'm not sure will you still visit to this page, but the point is "our friendship is just like a sin graph, it always up and down, but it will never end". I really doesn't enjoy the day without your caring...no matter what I still care about u,this is hard to change!!If possible give me a hand,let fix the "ship" 2gether..XD

ihopeyouknow

2010-08-14T08:02:00.000-07:00

Please stand right in front of me, Hug me, and place your ear close to my chest...Herm~~Can u hear the heart beating??There is too complicated cant describe by words, listen to the heart, feel it and You will understand it...Sumtime What u hear/see not really right, but your feeling will never wrong!!

2010-08-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

Forget about it ~~!!something is gone then it will never come back again...."Do it now or never"-at the right time, do a right decision could change anything.Some of the "special" friendship would always follow a sin graph pattern, start from a 0 to a pick point, then it fall the max negative value and lastly back to the original value-0...Time might fix things better, but at the same time might turn worst....After 2 years time, I think it we are back to origin, I felt nothing together with you, is a sign of successful, whether will it have another cycle is really depends on fate. A nice person like you is always deserve to better guy who really appreciate you....Those who are doesn't know how to appreciate your kindness is always their loss, but never because of them hurt anyone who care of you~~!!TC.

2010-07-30T10:12:00.000-07:00

When you know the answer, never ask why again~~this will only show how contradict you are!!Too many couple break up because having different thought...if really a Mars and Venus couple....then let go may be is the most suitable way to solve. Al lot couple has forgotten the main purpose of being together - both party feel they are comfort happy to stay their another. when a force is applied, there will be another opposite force with the same magnitude produce. Only those who follow the water flow are able to survive!!

The X Factor 2009 - Combined Effort - Auditions 3 (itv.com/xfactor)

2010-07-23T23:10:00.000-07:00

傻瓜的故事

2010-07-20T03:32:00.000-07:00

为了创造同病相怜的情景，一个傻瓜让自己跌倒受伤，希望自己苏醒后，可以陪伴着自己心爱的人~~但他却忽略了好景不常有，那痛的快乐只是短暂的。傻瓜慢慢的放下自己的执著，对待事物的热诚，开始以包容，接受来对抗心中对自己那不甘自甘堕落得行为。。傻瓜渐渐的付出所有，但却迟迟没有回复~~想清醒时，却终有千百个理由让他继续付出~~今天，残酷事实让他清醒，自己心爱的人在他昏迷时，已经离开~~他从来就没有出现在她的心里。。他是她心中的一粒沙，是处都是，但相反的，她是傻瓜的所有。。如果一厢情愿是傻瓜，那么玩弄他人是什么？？正在疗伤的傻瓜虽然存有一丝一丝的思念，但终于体会了“你死你贱” 的游戏规则！！

Triangle love

2010-07-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

Have you watch twilight saga eclipse?? herm...this movie trying to reflect something happen in the reality...So if you really experience that triangle relationship in real life's, you will totally fall with this movie. thumb up!! Love can be so complicated or simple and pure. when you falling in love with a guy, but after that you feel like you are more comfort with another guy..what will u do? Bella love Edward , In fact, she more comfort with Jacob and need him more then Edward. she turns greedy and wish 2 own 2 of them. Most of the people declare that she is a slut, because of her greediness, both parties get hurt - of course especially that 1 who never get her -worst~~physically and mentally get hurt~~1 combo wiehh!!. For me, nothing is on your control....so decide what is really important to you, never try to be a fish monger...Lastly, Mr Jocob~~hero of the movie~~!!

520

2010-06-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

我~~~可以陪你去看星星，可以握着你的手追随日出以日落的出现，简单的问候却成为我的能量！！心病终需心药医，你是我的医生，也是伤害我的凶手！对着你，心里很复杂，不是语言能解释的。你的种种切切，不知道我是真的喜欢上了，还是习惯了占有你，你在我身边，心理便有种莫名其妙的开心。。。老实说，认识你是幸福的，爱上你，是我的失责！！爱一个人，要学会放手，因为有人比你更需要她！！最后，我已520 作为思念你的句号。

I dunno~~~

2010-06-17T10:59:00.000-07:00

Honestly, that was pain.....this time is really hurt~~it no longer the physical pain, it is hard to cure....who will be the angel accompany to my side until i recover...NO ONE!!I wont say that is unfair or what, at least i try my best to give it a try, I can guess out the outcome that u make, but the last thing I still able to do is just not to let you feel anything bad...This time, let the men to handle it.....You are not perfect, but for me u are mine everything!!Girl....dun feel anything negative, although u always say I'm the week week boy, but I'm strong enough to protect you~~!! I hate to be the character in the story, but may be time will let me accept the fact!!!I'm always miss u..

2010-06-13T10:03:00.000-07:00

no comment....see how does it goes!!

Get back the track of life

2010-06-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

2day I felt so relieve, talk to u not even 5 min, u are already able to point out what the sickness and provide all the solution..You are so strong..."you are so easily get influence by atmosphere surrounding, people that u care fall, u feel the pain..Honestly, I think guy never get emo so frequently 1, but just trying to cover the reason behind, he rather to tell other he emo or give a lot irrelevant excuse, drive others around by creating another image"...siao~~no wonder others scare chatting with psychologist, because they will unintentionally telling you their "secret"..Emo really not fit to my life-style, seldom get emo de Tiong seng,keep on emo this year...Do u believe that..yes i I did!The emo section is dotted a full-stop here!!Friend, don't worry, I dun feel fear chatting with u!!....Anyways, thanks a lot....things come naturally, follow the flow of water is only way to survive...XD!!

The only thing I do-I miss u!!

2010-06-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

Whole day stay at home- frequently visit to the Facebook check up whether any friends online...that was really a boring job, but I found something interesting that someone keep post on how he missing someone...Follow by his post, it seem like he is struggling about missing his partner. "without you, I felt so weird, do you willing to stay with me 4ever?" ,follow by " I'm willing to use my life to exchange with your smile" and lastly "I think I gonna crazy because of u"....There is a lot more, but these attracted me..Herm...actually same feeling here XP!! Today totally loss the concentration to study...I understand that ordinary and extraordinary just a little different, but it take time...the matter of time~~Probability I give myself too many excuse to escape the reality, too many constrain- the dignity, the consequences, and etc. Guys, any idea can help me make things goes better?

Reflection!!

2010-06-04T21:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night was driving me crazy....too many things happened in one shot, I dun really know the best way to handle all this...yesterday my car get bang by a motorcycle in the bloody heavy jam Khesas highway. In such a bad atmosphere, I start thinking what really happened this semester...The group suddenly like split into 2 groups, the foot step is no longer the same, it almost of out beat already. Herm...may be sum1 will said that i think too much, but how to explain if others think the same thing? First of all, I would like to apologize about this few week I'm a little bit out of track, due to some personal reason, the weird thing is everyone tot I'm in the relationship, include my family. If really happen I dun mind, but really Nothing is happen!! The best way to conclude is the volcano erupted ...so guys...we are always the best group form...every1 is equally important...hopefully the friendship can tighten our relationship!!So now let stress together and fight to the end!!

2010-06-03T04:59:00.000-07:00

This blog is explored, it loss it main purpose!! I cant write what ever I think of, people start to judge on my work...However, main concern is always worry about "YOU" are one of the reader!!

Yes...I'm damn Emo right now!!

2010-05-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

I nt sure will u spend few min to read on this post, but do you know every of your movement has capture in my mind...you are so random, I would never get you...Intelligence is probability a source of causes painful and unahppy, cause I'm always have to stay clear...Yes..I know what Im thinking, I cant just let myself drunk and fall, why should I bother so much? moron and genius, which u prefer? Y cant u just keep your lie 4ever and let me feel better...my heart is injure again...U hurt me....u know that??but i will never blame on you...cause I miss you!!I will seat on the dark corner and make myself a wake from this ...no worries!!

2010-04-26T04:13:00.000-07:00

黑色与白色之间会有灰色地带吗？我一向喜爱白色，但黑色的出现后，让我难以选择！天啊~~满脑都是这两种颜色，白色让人感觉纯真和快乐；黑色却妖艳及兴奋！天使以恶魔的交战，受苦的会是人民-我！如果穿上白色衬衫使您毅力十足，百战百胜；黑色让你帅气鼎鼎，所有东西随手可得，您的选择是什么？？希望我能穿着白色战袍战到最后，我坚持相信白色会让我画出一片天空~~

2010-04-23T09:50:00.000-07:00

How cum so many strangers leave their comments on my blog...Herm....this blog is hanging on the half dead condition. 2day was the first day of my holiday, finally its cum, but I dun feel any excitement, how should I utilize this time?? After a bloody stressful week, should I reward myself to sum trip or wat?? This segi office management is really sucky, have u attent an exam without having any lecture class and without any formula sheet provide....damn...yes...I had experience in Segi university college...Any how, hopefully it never be a obstruct to me..:P..the distance toward Sheffield university is a step nearer..but how about the merit scholarship? 10500 pound a year, 3 year = Honda civic + 25k = mazda 6....this equation looks to attactive lahh..haha!!I'm greedy ok!!it's late now..update soon!!nitesz!!XP~~

L.O.V.E Poison~~!!

2010-03-13T03:14:00.000-08:00

"guy take vineger more frequent than girl",DO u agree with this statement??For my personal view, guy will never agree with it, for protecting their "dignity", but doesn't mean that its nt exist!!I'm lock in the square,which way to exit??I tried so hard nt to involve in any relationship thingy..oh please...dun mess up my life....GO away~~!!Right now, I just feel like stick together with my coursemates, and enjoy the studies!!To my dear coursemates, I appologise about being a emo freak sumtimes, and I'm keep quiet is because I worry I said sumthing I doesnt mean it,herm..thank for the understanding and caring~~!!(love, you, guy, so, much)<-----branket=infinity..still remember that!!wakaka!!

I like this pic so much~~~

勇往直前

2010-03-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

感觉傻乎乎的，不知不觉只剩五个月了，英国留学到底会是什么样的体验呢。。。很期待！！最近生活有点颓废，我想忙忙碌碌的生活才会让我感到充实，但我要什么我也不是很清楚，还是跟大伙一起走。。。我看还是让你先帮我保管我的爱情这几个月吧~~我要的简单成了最复杂的东西，因为人类永远喜欢复杂化。。。你给的动力将成为我克服难关的毅力！！

2010-02-21T07:44:00.000-08:00

After taken rich cholesterol and delicious food so many days,nw is time to taking good care of the nutrient we comsume.Since new year eve until 6th of the CNY,my stomach having a great non-stop party!!hahah~~!! 2morow Uni life is back,and its really a good opportunity for me burst toward my target and touch up myself.Sleeping at the hotel,wake for the breakfast,shopping,suntaning,swiming,spa,and of course "drinking"!!No rushing,just wait the time for meals,fabulous~~ but having this kind of life too long, high probability will turns to handicapped people...wahaha~~so,a short period is just nice!!In between this week holiday, I have really enjoyed and relax myself from all the unmanageable stuff...of course I have make up my mind WHAT I WANT!!New year-->new vision,new aim,new tactic, everything cum new~~At here,I wish everyone having a Roaring health and soaring wealth!!Happy Chinese New Year~~XD

Free and Eazy trip~~

2009-12-16T18:09:00.000-08:00

15/12/09, wong kok(the curve)
J:Pn,why u wanna go JB?ipoh more peaceful compare to there...(tot just kidding)
hy:herm...can also..then 2morow let us place our leg on the land over there~
J:har..really ar...u sure anot?
pn:anything loxx
J:then ok loxx

16/12/09(Adventure activity start)
8.20a.m-start the journey to Ipoh
10.30-reach Ipoh fok san restaurant with average speed of 140Km/h
12.20-recieve a saman and finding the place to pay saman.(XD)
1.00-feel so imbalance without getting sumthing special from Ipoh.
rounding whole town to get the salted chicken.
1.45-susguest go genting for movie and having the salted chicken there
2.30-surprisingly my navigator no batery and we are bring halfway to a "wulu" forest.(worrying)
3.00-the car bang a deep hole,front tayar burst up and start to replace with the spare tayr.
5.15-finally reach Genting and watch the princess(it really bored,but we learn sumthing frm there)
8.00-having our dinner with the cold air....(whole body was shaking)
9.40-taking cable car back to Gontong jaya,due to the strong wind, we are hang in the highest point and the whole cable car feel like going to fall.heart stop beating on that movement,whole body part was stun.Damn...I not to take those chi la kak cable car anymore.(Shh...keep the secret for me..haha)
10.20-driving Hy car with the max speed 80Km/h,recording all the lan ci car number platemain page...XP)
11.20-finally reach Pn house but.(SO,pls check your car number plate at the star i scratched Hy car at the divider there
1.00-everyone reach home safely,this call a day.

After the busy and messy day travelling up and down,it really make wonderful deep memory in my mind.All the trouble make the day more memorable, and I appriciate the friendship and sprit keep us safely back to home. I felt sumthing still stuck on the hapiness,so i hope we can fix the car A.S.A.P. it nice to having a trip with u all~~XP!!

Happy sunday~~

2009-09-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

Omg....damn scary lah~~~Last weekend, Clement, Joseph, Florence and me when Sunway watch "怪谈"~~everyone bring an jacket to cover their eye....at first Florence look so brave and keep laughing, but until the mid part, she start to use her jacket cover 70% of her vision....wakakXD!! THis movie it really disgustful...i bet after u watch, u never feel like eating any meat on that day, Sumore their last station is Ipoh,Malaysia tim....Jin Jia LAT!!
the guys!!

Flourence and Me!!

Mr. Joseph

This one face problem lahhXD~~wakka!!( Joking nia)

Mr. clement- rushing back to cheras( finding sum1)hehe!!XP

After movie, we when a hak ka restaurant yam cha~~the drink and the movie ticket!!

this one new vision of doremon with oni middle finger....haha~~u cham loxx...i gonna post this pic everywhere..wakakk!!

2009-09-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

haha~~finally having a working experience...from 28/8- 31/8 i had working for the Enfa A++ smart camp....it really a wonderful experience...

This is the first station.....all the kids are require to choose thier food and the nutritionist will explain about the nutrient in the food- bull shit only lahh.....

2nd station, just teach all the kids to play the maze...its really retart, but damn tired!!Karena, miew mun , me and jeffery are working at this station.

Karena and "cat pill" taking pic~~

this fellow keep come to my station kao lui...haha...but keep kena boom~~pity him lahh!!

after work~~sumore need to stay back for briefing...all the boss si beh ka na sai + jia lat!!

3rd sation....spell it big!!when we are free, then we will walk there find them chit-chat~~

susan-the superviser, thank for taking care of us loxx....work with this kind of leader, really syok!!Susan & florence~~i alway call her dai ka jie....althrough she look abit fierce but she really a nice person..XD

Another "superviser"-clementworking 4 day there is really a memorable event for me and so glad that can make alot new friend over there....anyway~~i believe we sure have chance work together againXD, but hopefully nt work for the stupid idiot sluty bitch LCLY small chili michell and her bastard boy friend anymore....if without all of u, i think me and jeff already fire the small chili long long time ago...haha!!

2009-08-25T03:24:00.000-07:00

How to create a Ac genarator??How to built a boat without using any alternative current??Is time a headche again.....now we still having 8 week time to prepare for the Intergrated science project exhibition. Last semester, we have it on mid of Jun.That was really a succeed event, so this semester really gt 2 perform well.....
Cher pin group-food pack( using glucose and Shhhh....secret!!) NIce??

Chen group-Green house effect (they want save the earth worr!!)

Tiff gourp- water filter( Do u dare to taste the water?)haha!!XP

Sue group-water Rocket(Kia si lang-so big!!)

Ekmanee group- energy efficient house in desert

My gourp- energy efficient house in tropical

This is my stall.....the red thing on the table(a tubine convert hydro to electrical energy).

My Second stall- the model car.There is thee type of car using diff energy to move.The big one,using a mouse trap produce the kinetic energy to move the car.Next,the small car with the milo tin, it lighter than a hand phone in your pocket,it using food bateries to move.last,water rocket car.it using water pressure to move,and it can travel 300++ KM/h.haha!!

explaining to the engineering school lectuer, really ask a lot lahh!!

Thw Melbourne representative!!

Recieve the gift from Melbourne....really si beh kiam siap!! give all the useless thing oni..haha~~

warm birhtday party!!

2009-08-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday....thanks for all the leng zai leng lui for giving me such a wonderful birthday party. althrought this party is nt really grand but it is the most memorable birthday party for me. A picture is better than 100o words, so let enjoy the pic together.we come a restaurant telok gong in klang....at first Mis defphane said she very hungry, then we are rushing the kitchen serve the food as fast as posible , but after 30 min she is the 1 cabut dy.....the food there was nt bad, but too lizard there( all look damn yong sui and scary lahh).

Ai hui , Peng nian , yi chyng and valece shift to another table and chat(the war stop for a movement)XD ....

Before we leave that place we had taken a group picture.(Jeff - the camera man)

NEXT STATION-SWEETDELIGHT,SS15

haha~~my birthday cake(sponsor by my dai lou)....thanks alot XD!!

See.....Mis Ai hui treat me so good, the candle was place so deep!!

Start cream fight again~~!!haha!!

yi chyng was staring at the camera and smile at the victim

after the war......

THe end for the day~~~

2009-08-07T21:24:00.000-07:00

为什么在恋爱中的情侣特别惹人喜欢呢？？其实我也不是很了解，曾经何时就像蜜糖一样总是吸引蜜蜂的到来，可能是竞争回来的东西特别珍贵吧！！人总会随着岁月而改，但惟有心灵魔镜才能看见自己- 我们经常为了社会观点，家人朋友的性格言语，现实社会的基本生活条件去改变，最后变成了--假人假意！！昨晚和一个电脑疯子到ss2 去喝茶，回来后片迷迷糊糊进入了一个熟悉的画面，这不是两年的我吗？我陪着一个女孩走进了学校的乐队团，我好想很有耐性，细心，加上所谓的绅士风度去对待她，陪伴她~~这真的是我吗？我好像已经很久没有遇见那个自己了！！这两年来，我重来不成对自己的失误探讨，谁逆我而行就不对，为了让自己更上一城楼，就抱着冲~冲~冲的心态，忽略了身边地朋友，有时候朋友和事业，学业的平衡点是很难找，更何况是情侣！！虽然有时人转变由伪装开始，接着变习惯，最后变性格，当你觉得自己在伪装好人时不要难过，最重要保持毅力~~每篇稿都有完结篇，但性格却没有完结的论点，就让就此停吨吧~~读完后别忘留下您的意见~~

Baloney~~!!

2009-07-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

Wat going on??Why everything change so sunden?Omg...it's hard to cope with the new enviroment and new fellows~~I got no time to social, make new friend even communicated with some of the bloody junior.Is hard to stay alone-Mentally hollow, after the first sem i thought everything having a nice ending but actually nt..nothing is settle until the day finnish this course,everything will going on and it really cruel. Wearing back the smiling mask like a joker having show on the stage, as the audiances laugh louder, the joker felt more Agony!!Because of u i learn to stand up when im fall, because of u i learn to be independant to be strong because of u I found it hard to trust everyone, because of u i loss myself and keep on rotating on the same point....i hate it!!Sometimes, I felt wat u talk to me that night is just a White lie.Everything is just a lie...

2009-06-18T08:39:00.000-07:00

when is the flower blossoms??finally i had cure my sicknesss by few doctor...although they said nth,but for me they saving my life's....if something tie on the bird feet, even it is a eagle, it cant fly much~~ now just left some little stuff to settle,after that everything will restart....A new life's!!lastly i will keep my promise not to update this blog anymore because my treatment has been complete!!thank again my friend!!

校园风云之哲手遮天（开完笑的）

2009-06-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

隔膜？？怎么了？为什么？？你知道吗。。我真得很辛苦，很压力~~天啊~~我完全失去生活平衡。。我把所有的东西埋在心里，真的不知还可以撑几久！！据我所知，如果每个考试都高过75分，不管用mean,mode,median, 都不会少过75 分，但为什么我只有72分，是电脑错，还是那家伙不爽我！！进了这课程后，品均每天12-15 个钟面对功课，看着班上那些家伙一个一个被踢出去，我也不敢偷懒！！日子一天一天过去，时间真得过得很快，转眼就是半年了，脑海的记忆好想千篇一律，根本就没有什么增长，天天就是上课，上网，读书，睡觉！机器人吗？？当我得到好成绩，拥有什么好东西都没人分享，那千金万两对我又是什么！！如果有的选，我真的只要你陪我聊聊天，我情愿变回那天跌下来当被盖的家伙，每天快乐是神仙（不是没出息，快乐是无价的）什么80 分90分都没分别了！！我挣的好累，没天再这里blog blog blog, 是在和电脑聊天码？

开心果

2009-05-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

再次的祝你生日快乐！！呵呵~~干吗为了一条意大利粉肠不开心了？？虽然我也好像面对这种感觉，但我却从来没有选择忘记，因为记忆属于你的~~没人能拿走，就连你自己！！人会不开心因为我们曾经拥有更好的，但相信我~~人的记忆不会停顿，让时间创造更美好的东西！！今年的生日不爽算了，明年再来个惊喜，不然后年，大后年，大大后年~~~你有的是青春。。哈哈！！做回那个开开心心又迷迷糊糊傻婆（对不起，改不了口~~XP）吧！！

我很忙，心很痛！！

2009-05-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

有些伤隐藏的很秘，当你不去看它时，它不痛也不痒。。但当你尝试去摸它时，它便会令你比死还难受~~人身就是那么复杂哦！！今天难得空闲，我再次去探讨那伤口是否复原，但结果却是再次加重了我的痛。。。都已经半年了，为什么还是那么痛呢！！我想如果要真正的复原，那心病终须心药医，解铃还须解铃人。。下次干脆来个终极大手术，一就死亡，二就让我开开心心过日子。现在活得像个机器人，每日都千篇一律--这不是我！！我怎么会那么窝囊了~~怕死不是我的风格，爱玩看时机，让智慧带我成为人上人！！

2009-05-15T02:54:00.000-07:00

sorry for being so busy this few week...haha...no choice loxx....chosen such a busy course....actually this few week my body nt feeling that well and also having a lots arguement with group member...herm...the thing happen this way~~~

车祸
那天因为同学的妈妈因为迷路在subangjaya 地带，他叫我带他去他妈妈，当我开着车子时，后面来了一个还没睡醒的家伙，向我车尾撞过来，当我下车一看，我车只是画了几条，但那家伙的车却毁不成形，看着他的车牌AGCxxxx ，我心里不知为何没火了，只叫他留下电话及登记。。。他的电话打不通，我看八成登记也是假的。。那我只有去报警咯。。。今天了他姐联络我，知道真相，一直对我道歉，还说怡保没像这里的交通那么乱，也愿意赔赏我车的修理费。。哈哈。。这怡保人看来也不坏吗。。。

Sick~~
Herm..this few week also dunno what going on...whole body not feeling tat well...at first is last few week im doing the fruit baterry car,then my hand touchedd acid and cause my hand there having sum black spot.after that started having headche and gastric....damn...when i was busy then oni all sickness come in one shot...but for this course,we can only died strainght away,but no time for us to sick....if u start to take a break,then your mark started to reduce.this wednesday, I;m headche and my head is keep sweating,dunno wat going on,but after checking blackboard 7,we having 2 assugnment due 2morow and 1 math, 1 chemistry test....really quite stressfull,but at here i wanna thank xiao gu-foong juan,high pangkat friend-otaku sue & my lovely niece-lin lyn..haha...really thank for giving me a hand when i need help.

2009-05-09T02:33:00.000-07:00

终于我把所有的烦恼都告一段落，前阵子，桃运滚滚来，让我感到非常矛盾。应该还是不应该呢？昨天，我终于做出了一个决定，不再让同样的事情发生，不再会有替死鬼了，因为一个好人是没有人能顶替的。我这坏人终于鼓起勇气告诉她，玩了不适合现在的我，因为现在的我拥有一个承诺必须完成-大家拥有4-5年的时间进化，这段时间就和它拚了。。。不好意识，我跟她说了很多鸟话，但其实我现在只想一人静静，不想再让别人弄乱我的生活~~人生不是因为等待才有希望吗？？

Gomennasai~~对不起！！sorry

2009-04-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

宁静的夜里，你突然出现在我脑海里，我把手头上的东西都暂时放下了，突然好想你~~你近来好吗？世上最长远的距离就是你在附近但却不能见到你。。此时我也打开了我锁起已久的文件，看回了当初的照片，虽然你不是什么世界名模，也不是什么超级美女，但你的内涵胜出一切。。你就是那么的直接，那么的纯真，一点心机都没有，却生活在一班阴险狡猾的人群里，令人看了胆战心惊。。真为你担心。。成经你是我的心里医生，每次和你聊完天后，所有的晦气全部消失，换来一股奋斗之心~~最近我好像有点迷失方向了，我认识了一个常迷路的小女生，我自己非常了解救人得先自救，她的问题对我可能是小事一撮，但我非常害怕自己的学业及爱情盘抓不稳，如果有你在万事都变得好办了。。虽然我尽力忘记过去，重新开始。。。但心底的我了解，没人能取代你~~我真得真得好想你！！

Relationship

2009-03-23T04:09:00.000-07:00

My sun glasses~~haizz...Y all sun glasses dun have power one.....want fashion =no power...Gek sei yan arr....haha!!Today after chatting with shyuan, i realise that when a guy having a good feeling to a girl, there is just 2 probability, first is want her be your girlfriend,whether wanna married anot also nvm;another type is plannig married with her....If a playboy met a girl with second feeling that mean your playboy life's gonna habis~!haha!!Human are alway's contradictive,when a guy in relationship he started asking a single life's,when he's single he wanna get into relatinship....but for me i had change my point of view~!Since last year,eveyone is keep asking why I'm single...Errr.....actually i also dunno how to answer nehh....Virgo guy is always asking for perfect but i alway's said if a girl dun have 170cm(model height) dun always ask for a 180cm boy friend..I'm nt perfect,that why I dun dare to ask for a perfect girl, and i think this the reason why I'm SINGLE!!For me single or couple is nt a problem,but we're always having the right to make new friend. Last time i thought single life's do nt have the friendship restriction, but now i had prove that this thinking is wrong...when u too close with a girl, ohers will suspect u like that girl,if u too close with guy they said u are gay....haizz....For me very simple, how u treat me i will alway return 10 times more than that,That why to all my friend dun always think i treating u all good because of some hidden reason...If u suspect anything just straight away come and ask me(Fair to me also horr!!), I promise i wont hide anything infront u all....ok!!XD

卑鄙小人（SIG STYLE）

2009-03-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

为什么~~你也几够力狠一下的喔！！如果你想要做些卑鄙下流就请你把首尾做好，不要让我发现吗！！前阵子哦，我还以为你真心道歉，没想到你来招笑里藏刀，狠狠的在背后插我~~你将“利害”去参加OLYMPIC啦，无论你出 HAMI Patern我都不怕你，没想到你既然在我朋友那下手。。之前我还傻乎乎的以为你再帮我，没想到你就是那火种。。如果那群家伙是猪狗噢，那你就连猪狗都不如了！！我越想就越TULAN，恨不得帮你妈妈教孩子。。我从来没说过我不会生气，但如果和好了就绝对一批购销~~但对你这种卑鄙小人~~这笔帐，我给你RECORD下来。。我写得出就打算你会出新的Patern,但我也准备了所有要送你的礼物，只怕你受不起！！（各位朋友，本人已经请教过家禽专家了，他说家禽看了会发疯，如果你家有养家禽，记得把它绑好，以免让它有机再次伤害你）！！

寂寞边界

2009-03-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

眼睁睁看着时间一分一秒的过着，明早还需开着两个小时的车子到沙滩测量风速。。。一直在尝试睡觉的我放弃了，躺着躺着~~满脑海里都是下星期的测验，功课，表演，及板上的分数。。不知道是不是刚刚喝了咖啡，导致我难以入眠！！我尝试把所有学校丢一边，但脑海里却浮现出一些这段日子尝试压抑的回忆，原以为自己忙得透不过气的时候，所有的事情都能锁在心底，但其实我是不是在骗着自己呢？？天啊~~我再干嘛?最近开心得不开心的都在往肚子塞，肚子的气球何时爆炸，如何发泄出气球里的压力，我毫无头绪。。宰相肚里能撑船，我看我连大象都能塞进去了。。哈哈！！以往一直等待星期五的到来，期待着假期的来临。。但现在我对这些日子感到害怕，那些教授绝对会趁这时给你无数的功课，让你忙得死去活来~~在不是呢就是空闲到在家发霉，从早发到晚，从开心发到不开心，这就是凡人，真的是烦死人！！

遇见

2009-03-03T03:47:00.000-08:00

今天下午闲着无事做，但却不能回家，我们几个engineering sains 的家伙，开始建造测量高度，风速及长度的仪器。。在忙碌当中，我遇见一位两年前的好友，成经是那么的熟夕，但到今天我也觉得当初我们的决定没有错，对着你我已经不知可说些什么，我们从无话不谈的好友变得今天的陌生人。。今天面对着你，我只有带着微笑走过，心里想对你说的千言万语也跟着岁月渐渐得减少了，今日的我们可称得上熟夕的陌生人。。经过两年的时间，没错尴尬消失了，但友情也变薄了，当初就因为一些莫名其妙的误会而导致今天的局面发生！！时间是尴尬的解药，也是友情的毒药！！如果当初我们认识的时间恰当，那么今天的局面越不会是这样的~~很多时候都是一人的想法造成的。。回想时才来如果如果！！今天看着你男友在大门轰赫你，看着你那幅泪水晃晃的样子，真的很想巴他两巴掌，但身为局外人我又能说些什么呢？？当初因为没有很在意那些无聊的谣言，也没作任何解释，现在的我才知道什么是人言可畏。。从今我再也不会让这事发生，友情是无价的，当你觉得它简单，它就是那么简单，但如果你是心机重，她便变得很复杂。。朋友，今天就开始珍惜每段友情吧~~

Disappointed on help Uni(klang)

2009-02-21T03:39:00.000-08:00

Finally the modem is fixed...this few day i always when to cafe to online...almost all the drink in the cafe i tryed up ady....now only i realise online already become a part of mine life's...sometime i online just signing in my msn, look around then leave my laptop away, but it already become a habit~everyday i when home the first thing in sign msn and look through the contact list..sometime even myself also cannot explain what am i doing..haha~~!!Today,i plan to go help university to asking more information about chemical engineer, but i dunno how to go there, then i asking help from ade bring me there....after we reach the damansara campus, we realise that enginnering course are in another campus in klang...i feel so "pai seh" to her,because she just take a bread for her breakfast..after that,i drive all the way to klang, althrough we dunno where it is...Amasing race arr~~!!End up 2 of us loss....and asking help from ben which stay at klang..after 1 1/2 hour driving, v reach the campus..OMG!!the building is so old, and it place on a shopping mall,all the lala zai, lala lui there....sick of that place...and i found out that the 2+2 program is 2 year diploma,2 year degree is queensland university...sound like nt bad, and nw i think i will go for bemingham university 4 year for Master in engineering (more worth lahh)but i will consider it as the back up plan de...hahaXP...Today whole day already "ma fan" ade alot...really thank you yea!!!

夏天与秋天

2009-02-16T01:16:00.000-08:00

春天过去了，期待夏天的到来，看着大风狠狠的刮，树叶渐渐飘落大地，我看见了天然循环，树叶落，滋润着大地，让大树东山再起。。我做事的魄力，冲劲~~渐渐随着时间而流去，有心无力是借口，有力无心是事实。夕日的光芒已慢慢的黯淡，君子不提当年之勇，但也不及夕日之勇~~那股无形的力量，带我往前直奔理想的目的地以在衰退，做事少了三分理智，多了七分冲动。。早已忘了如何部署，如何在战场布阵杀敌~~以往有勇无谋的先锋，我们视为愚蠢，现代版本我们称为冲动，但唯一不变的是下场死得比人早！！今天看着前阵子闯下的战绩，实在自叹不如，不但摔得满身是伤，战功不比别人多，真的是赔了夫人又折兵。。现在公不公平对我已经不再重要，只期待能像大树一样，先死而后生，再展雄威~~

情人节

2009-02-13T20:53:00.000-08:00

兜兜转转，我还是回到了这里。。。这里茺实我的记忆，开心的，伤心的，悲哀的，疯狂的，在这里都发生了！！春风似旧花仍笑，人身岂得长年少？人在回忆中，永远是美好的，因为记忆不愿记载伤痛。。此时的我，只想把时间停流，但梦归梦，人终需从睡梦中惊醒面对现实，这才是人身吗？“我什么都没有，只是有一点吵，当你感到寂寞时候，我带给你热闹，为你绕一绕没有什么大不了，但却可以让你微笑。其实我也很烦恼，只是不想让你知道，如果我也不开心，只怕你转身就逃，当爱上一个人时，一定心情你不需要了解，只要让她相信这世界多么美好的。可能对每个人都说还好，我的要我对你好，这样的温柔你要不要？快不快乐对我已经无所谓为了，你的欢乐让我忘记了疲倦，只要你开心任何的表情我都能给，但我也你身上学会流眼泪”。。短短的几句词，形容我的看法。。。我喜欢的没机会，我不喜欢的，常烦我。。妈的！情人节有什么特别，情人在烦恼，单身在苦恼，只有商人在帮洗脑。。。但有得烦终好过吃白果吧。。哈哈！！在此，我祝所有的朋友情人节快乐！！

Dream come true~~~

2009-01-30T20:13:00.000-08:00

Am i dreaming....???i try to pinch myself,arhh....so painfull....wahhaa..my dreaming come true~~finally i visited tynn and joyce.29 of jan 5.30 morning my dream started.first time i drive to out station,so excited(few more hour can see them ady..)XP...everyday we just said wanna visit here and there,and finally this trip work..after 2 hour driving i reached ipoh princess house...very nice o~~after that,tynn have bring me drive here and there(visiting),finally we found a very famous restoran in ipoh...the food taste so good...Tynn~~really thank for bring us there(Shhh...secret)..haha....after few more hour,his mum bring us to eat "ipoh nga choi kai"..ipoh really is like a food heaven. "ipoh Hor fun""ipoh ngar choi kai" why time pas so fast~~gek hei....look at the clock is already 6 oclock,we gonna leave here and go next station-taiping.really having fun in ipoh,just hope the time dun pas so fast...haha!thank again to tynn for giving us a fun trip in ipoh....never forget about it~~hehe!after a hour journey,we have reach taiping...what can i say it really good feng shui there...no matter which direction u drive,u can see mountain around u."you shan you shui,feng sui hao"hah!when i reach this taiping princess house only i realise she din take her dinner cause wanna wait for us....so touching~~hah...she intro 2 leng lui to me tim..their so friendly lehh.so fun....
thanks to our tourguide mis Joyce...the trip really fun,just nt enogh time...i promise i will visit taiping again...and u 2 come to KL dun forget infrom me..See u!!

2009-01-17T01:12:00.000-08:00

一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌
地就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密

2009-01-10T06:28:00.000-08:00

This video i do long time ago...it so meaningfull to me(last memory in sunway for the Lan subject)...but it cant save..that why i use my phone to record it...but most important is can share with all my good buddy.hahha...enjoy yea!! =)

Jail~~

2008-12-22T08:28:00.000-08:00

Im back~~Hahah.....this few day really feel like blogging, but all the holiday is quite busy for finding a direction to move forward and my laptop is strike by lightning,whole mother board hangus tim~hah~but finally it is fix....At last i also dicide sended myself into a ("sucker" college=jail)...this taylor it's really a sucker college,cause they are very good is sucking your $$,and provide u a sux studies enviroment.i said that nt because i still nt use to that enviroment,is the "rule's of taylor"make me so fras of it!!!today my leacture ask us to introdure ourself with education background...it had refeshing me all the memory in sunway...Yes~~sunway are alot doggy there,but also alot goodbuddy there....really miss them alot alot from the heart...i cant found a word to discribe it!Have u all try when childhood that time,sum1 had come to your house and play around with u,when he is leave,u will feel so "um she dak"...same with that kind feeling,my mind start comparing sunway and taylor university college,nw i really felt myself in a jail....damn it,i really dunno hw my secondary school friend stay there for a year..haha!may be for the education level for taylor is much high then sunway,but it just like a jail,keep feeding all the prison eat with all the book=no life's at all!no wonder they need psychologize service there..no freedom,no college life's,fuking expansive...if i haven paid the fee,i sure i wont involve myself there..i swear~~"i dun scare of those mad dog,but im scare loss a friend like u all"..never regret having a nice expirience in sunway,it make me for mature!so my ausmat friend,if free come ss15 de jail visit me lah...

2008-12-13T01:46:00.000-08:00

herm..the conversation between angel and devil i blog next time ba...pai seh!!Today my lan subject is finnsh,everyone is gonna leave...i really really "bu she de"some of them...cause most from them are came from difff state.For me no matter where u all come from,all is the same,but WHy u like to said u r came from diffrent state,that why we can mix well,have u ever think that is because u came from diffrent enviroment,at there you are the princess,but at here,i think all of us is same,dun ever think of other people became your servant!!sumthing wanna tell u is dun try to push all the thing to other,if u are really wrong admit it,every1 will forgive and forget,and what your super theory(it is so complicated,unable to solve easily)just keep it,it is useless here..wakaak!!if you are nt happy with me,just say it out loudly,tell other u angry me because of the birthday,why wanna found other people or reason??issit because u scare others nt going to agree with u or scare people again point the arrow to u?your blog write there,i forgot u and foong jiuan, but did she mind i forgotten the lunch with her?she dun mind at all(cause it just a small problem for her)."wang shang bu ji,tai jian ji"??all of us also gt did the wrong thing,so just admit and face it,dun keep finding someone to block for u~~HAve u really think twice what have u did(dun always think how suffer u are) ?? this thing i really cant do much,i leave it to u....in a broken relationship,both of them have to fan xing,if nt it will happen and happen again u!!friend~~ hopefully u are really learn sometinhg in lesson lah!

Herm...all the sadness happen in ausmat is already leave it here..haha...yesterday is mine first time staying in Sun-U hostel,we plan having a farewell party there(alcohol provided)..wakak..think back yesterday night,it really fun...all of us getting a small drunk,what we did is really really funny!!but in the half way something irritate happen,i really dunno why sum of the uninvited people will come,and making the party...one word to describe(Deng~~~~)wakakk....after all drunker sended to their room,me and tynn sitting the chatting the whole night until 8 oclock...haha...8 hour chatting..hahah...fantastic,first time experience in my lifes...last time i plan in genting also,but at the half way,v all fall a sleep!yesterday night the time really past very fast.....in the last 2 month in ausmat i knew sum new friend,the gradient of my hapiness graph is increasing...enjoy lahh....at here i also wanna thank for one of mine friend(sha po),when im sad she will bring me up,that why wat i also share with her,may b sumtine she is blur,but she is a nice person,nw i also dunno when can see her again!!haha!!In sunway i also meet to really good friend,PeNg-he is really like mine dai lou,i learn alot thing from him,and really having a fun with him in ausmat...sumtime i was thinking,if i din meet up him,hw would mine ausmat life be??dude,"what other people do v cant stop,but i belive everyone having a big eye to look at what is happing"this theory is really usefull to me,thank for helping all the way!herm...one more is otakusue and chyng....this 2 person really nice,mix up with them,u will found out that are nt that serious people,They are really fun...dun play play,im high rank punya kawan lehh..wakkaka!!at last is a gang friend,that i just meet up~(ah yar jie,rejoyce,and pantynn)pai seh,here all i use nick name~~hehe~first time look at them,i really think they are so nerdy,sure nt nice to mix up with them well...but after ausmat graduation night,i realise im wrong...they are very vey nice to play....and nw im so regret is i gt no more time and opportunity to mix arround them.....time is so limitted...what can i conclude is u three really a nice person!!At here to all the good friend i wanna say:"IM GLAD TO HAVING ALL OF U BEING MY GOOD FRIEND IS AUSMAT PROGRAM,ALL OF U MAKE MY LIFE MORE FANTASTIC!!"of course still got other friend also thank for so care of me..wakak!in this ausmat program,i learn alot thing that something cannot learn in the school,althrough some sadness happening,but the happiness is more more more enough to cover it,the conclude still feel happy in ausmat!!

mine dai lou~peng nian

sue wei and yi chyng look cutE???

joyce,sin yar and sze tynn taking photo in pyramid(children playground)wahaha!!

lin lyn and yi chyng just came up from the swiming pool

Me and foong jiuan just get a birthday present from pyramid

2008-12-06T00:03:00.000-08:00

FInally i when sunway lagoon..wahahah!!!last semester,v r keep on planing on going sunway lagoon,but alway someone will ffk last min....that why alway plans fail....but yesterday finally i when there with my coursemate...at here i wanna thank you to my 3 buddy..first is sao monkey,god of monkey and yi chyng..thank for helping me...Shhh~~secret(u 3 understand enough lahh..wakkaka)..that day alot people going there,of course some unhappy thingy happening, anyways,the happiness is more to cover up the unhappy,therefore the plan is still conclude as happy!!herm....at here also wanna introdure 3 new friend..altrough just know them,but they are really fun..keke!!

This is miss ju...haha...dun look at her face so fiere,she is very friendly de....very open thinking tim~~haha..play with her really fun and xiao....hey~~miss ju..our volka still haven buka lagi..when wanna drink it..???wakkaka

Ahhahah....this is 100% jay chou fan-miss tynn..hahah~~everytime when v say about jay,she will show u the innocence look....look the pic...v din bully her,but when others loook at her innocent face haizz....v 2 be bocome bad guy again....haha...friend,u r a nice person...glad having this kind of friend~~

我哭了~

2008-11-30T00:08:00.001-08:00

*爱得痛了，痛得哭了* 我的心情180度地沉下谷底.因为一开始的愚蠢观念，导致我失去人七情六欲之首，爱！之前的我，真的真的以为自己能为了自己的理想而放下一切。但，我发现我错了。这就是所谓理智和情绪的冲突吗？当我发现自己在感情的失败,彻彻底底地失败时，真的很痛，事实真让人惨痛不已。我希望自己可以完整地把心情,感觉与他人分享，但这种感觉却反了道德观念。。。我只能问谁能够了解？
我真的很想告诉你我心中的话，但我不想破坏你的决定，也不想让你头痛一次，真的打从心底希望你能开心！我口中时常哼着*放手，放开所有，还有这个好友，已经足够！*我真的相信这一句，但每一次的放手都让我后悔一次,因为爱情的机会是要及时把握！因为爱是不等人的。。你不把握，那将会成为别人的。。纯纯的爱往往让人难以忘怀，那副可爱的脸蛋，亲切的嗓子，永远烙印在我脑海里。希望你能希望你能幸福，别把我这擦肩而过的好友给忘了！加油~~

吃不能吃睡不能睡没有了你全都不对我都学不会把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠笑不能笑哭不敢哭人不像人鬼不像鬼朋友都说这不过失恋但我却连呼吸都胆怯能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍我不能够不能够不爱了我不能睡能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我不能够不能够不爱了

2008-11-06T23:59:00.000-08:00

Journey of lifes is like to big curve.at last u will back to the come back to the start point.when v r born we bring nth to this world,so when u leave this world u wont bring anything go off..same!

when a baby is born,all the hair is white colour nt black~~pai seh now oni found out...herm...start from today my blog will just save all happy,nice memory...all the bad thing, let the time handle it...and im sure it will b fine~~hehe!!

2008-11-04T23:39:00.000-08:00

歌手：林峰歌曲：爱不疚

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有

愉快玩笑後能全然退後你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够

假使讲了你听到後或会走

这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有

成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由

放手其实我绝非爱得不够

放手豁出所有还有这个好友

已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背後去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够

即使一刹有过冲动挽你手

这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有

成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由

放手其实我绝非爱得不够

放手豁出所有还有这个好友

已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头

放手期望你幸福甚麽都有

也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透

放手至可拥有

T.E.E final exam in 2day left~

2008-11-02T06:12:00.000-08:00

Wah~~~T.E.E coming soon jor,but i was like more relax then mock exam tim!i know at this moment shouldn't having this kind of attitude,but normally planning is diffrent from achievement...plan just have to think,done it on your mine(imagination),if u 1 to did it on real lifes,then have to sacrifice alot time,money and energy...that y today alot people plannig fail...this afternoon i force myself to coll study,study until 4.45,i have take a small break and when to cafeteria.In the ways,i meet kentlon and his friend.when i back to library,it is CLOSE and my bag is inside there...that time i really felt like wanna fainting down,all my note,exercise,graphic calculator inside there..T.E.E is coming,this kind of stupid still happen on me,Yes...nt the librarian stupid,just i nt smart enough...

2008-10-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

Last time when i was in the secondary school, our discipline teacher alway's ask us "pin drop silent",but at last nobody will care wat she say,but 2night finally i felt the quietude, the all the particle's r in the stable condition.when the mind is free,sum image are flow from memory.....it is like a movie,replay and replay infront of me...i saw 3 girl passes through my-life and because of mine braveless(timid), i dinn't appriciate what im having that time..But until today i din regret wht dicision i make.YES~~three of them r so nice, so perfect for me..first of them is internal beauty(of course external also nt bad lah),second 1 very understanding(can read what ever i was thinking),third 1..herm..no comment!!(i din talk big,it true)HAaHA~~so ngam all of thm having the same sir name wor....i have learn alot of thing,after facing all the problem,get hurt and hurt,(it like roller Coaster) i became more mature"经一事，长一智"~~So friend~~dun give up what problem u having now,because that will make your life experience more rich!hah;it late gonna off9 jor,will be continue~~~

2008-10-19T09:35:00.000-07:00

Huray~~~Mock exam it over.....BOOM!....kk i wake~~haizz...Mock exam over,but my TEE(ausmat external australia paper)exam coming soon 2 week more..Im going to faint down liao...herm...i think is time to prepare prepare this exam ady..anyway,2day im going to share about wat have i done in this few day..hahah..Im became a movie freak...have u been going 3 movee a day....In this week time,i had watch 7-8 movie,average 1 day 3 movie..really SIao..that why im broke this month..hahahXP!!Now almost all the movie i had watched even the disaster movie(rubbish movie) i also watch ady...that movie really wasting my money lox...It doesnt have any story line,sundenly a huck,iron man,enchanted and........Apa pun ada..damn!!Herm....Do u all agree when u are unlucky,all the bad thing will keep coming making your lifes more suffer?2day i when to ss15 there for lunch,after my lunch i saw my car get clamp and needed 50 buckzz to unlock..after few minutes,a Jin kak indian drive his cheaplak motor(no $$ to buy car)and ask money from me...look at the idiot face,u can sense that he's relate with few case v saw in the news paper like robe a beggar,rapping the sheep..and(watch news paper lah)..the conclusion is having this kind of se hui bai lei~(Pokai Zeng Yan Zah),our country is getting more "peacefull"..kkk...now mine emotion balance abit liao,im not racist,but dunno why everytime they are the one who's come and disturb my wonderfull lifes!May be this is what they call "po cai xiao zai" ba!!!

Almost reaches The boiling point

2008-10-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

now is 15/10/2008 11.27 p.m.,actually 2night plan to sleep early cause this few day still nt yet use to sleep earlier after my exam week..in between this few day,my mock exam result is coming out, and im really faith to face on it!!may be too many thing putting pressure on me in 1 shot, my emotion doesn't in the stable stage...this evening im really really angry on sumthing i felt that is so stupid and imporsible happen to me(sakai de priviate), If there is others people to it to me,i sure paste my 2 big pump into his face..but is evening i doesnt did it, and im trying to pretent everything is fine..Yes,i hate people fake on me,but im trying to making the situation NOT to getting worse and worse...U r my best buddy, im respect u all the time, hopefully u also can respect me some of the times....wat happen on today i wil delete it from my memory-I Promise!!! but promise me,this kind of problem will nt happen again,k...since it is a small matter to u...2day is the history and 2morow is the mistery....friend, jia you on your test ba....nitezz!!

2008-10-13T04:56:00.000-07:00

Today i has been change a new hair style.For my own opinion this hairstyle really mar mar dei oni~~herm....waste my money nia~gek~!actually 2day wanted go layourt plaza find mine NS friend wei ting with aaron de....but last minutes Mr aaron ffk, cause he said his nt felling well....(but this mornig i also alreally felt moodless go there ady)....heheXP..

doesn't look any diff also hor....i sit there for 2 hour lehh...the fellow use the blade cut here and there..herm...until 4 oclock i go find yah in inti college....2day i really felt all the pass it really go away from me, v 2 finally can sit down chat like a close friend and end with the peacefull ending....hhahah.....!!

2008-10-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

Today is my exam break day....this morning sundenly im awake from the circle of imagination around me this few month ago....Finally im brave to walk out this circle and face wat is going on, and sumthing that in this short period i dun nt dare to find out...i dunno where i get the energy from, may b is wat u told me yesterday....Do u noe, yesterday when u told me all the thing,im really felt so dissapointted on u..and i realise that u r nt the girl i wan~~!V r from two diffrent planet, as a friend is good,as a couple make the whole world suffer only(IT TRUE)..THIS IMAGINATION circle around me since the day after my birthday...in this few month i try to change myself into a key to open up your lock,But a house key is for the lock at home,a car key is for starting up the car, there is no house key can started th car engine....mayb u wil said this is just wat i wan,but y dun u just wake me when u r found out....u just everytime using a knife cut through my heart and still wan me smile at u..(i hate it)..Damn it!!!!but everything is pass just let it be,im started new life with full of energy that can stand more and more pressure.....gambateh~~XP

Sick of looking at those notezzz~~

2008-10-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

Help help~~any1 can give me a hand??Mock test is coming 2day more...my preparation still haven done yet....really nervous now lah~'''sumtimes really stress up lah,but at night that time a very pure thinking girl will online...kacau her and making her mad reallly feel so fun man...the way she kena zak until speechless really look so funny...although u have 1000x of stress also will release at that movement.OkOk...let me introduce this girl first.she name is xxx, having a cute looking.hah~ the most important is she really a nice person , no matter how i zak her she also wont get mad de wor(sorry lah friend,sumtimes mayb too over liao)..she study in sunway coll,ausmat..My coursemate lahh~duh~~

hahah~~she is promoting fish ball and sushi at sunway pyramid....those guy dun try pikat o..her boyfriend Mr xx wxx lxx(THREE RUBBISH DURIAN HAIR KING)will die with u all~~wakakka~

Loneliness~~

2008-10-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.2day night it so silent, heart strongly felt emptiness....(sha po going sigapore liaO!! nobody accompany me "blow water"here"!!)Xin YI,i think u have done sum reseach on this Rite?Heerm.... "money $$ cannot buy hapiness" your easay stament..so ngam..Ohh..stil left alot note haven finnsh tim....must Gambateh ady..NOt Yamateh~~wakaka!

My best buddy (HoHo)

Sunway college niece(xin yi@@)

($$ cannot buy hapiness writer)

5 more dy to Mock

2008-10-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

Mine study week gonna finnish in this few more day......MOCK test is Coming soon..Haizz~~~but im still sitting here and there watching "Jia Hao Yue Yuan" and dreaming....This movie really reflected alot reality in our Daily lifes..of course the part i like the most is the relationship problem happen between them..."zhong ka yan" so leng lui..sure alot guy be willing die for her~~but the story line realy fantasic man~~Friend:"must watch lah!!"
K lahh....dream for the whole day ady..now gonna study liao~~

2008-07-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

Finally i have created my blog.....last time i was not really agree people bloging because i think that is quite wasting time.(sorry for all the blogger loxxXP).hahah..but today im started to bloging..XP..At here,i woluld like to sharing my lifes experience.Ok.herm..let me intro myself first ba,im Johnson.....(every1 first time create blog also say those rubbish de lah, so just folow the procedure..)I like to play around with my friend(Enjoy lifes..)and now i m studying at Sunway University college,Ausmat program!!alot people said that sunway for all those rich people study 1(pai ka zai punya college)but Im Difference..wakaka.Im so sick with this program,it really hard to study but my course still alot crazy fellow getting a very high mark, and most of the coursemate came from diff state and country.At there i knew alot new friend,they are quite friendly but sometime very eazy to get mad.Sometimes i really dunno have to give wat comment on them,cause every have their own principle.