Monday, December 22, 2008

Jail~~

Im back~~Hahah.....this few day really feel like blogging, but all the holiday is quite busy for finding a direction to move forward and my laptop is strike by lightning,whole mother board hangus tim~hah~but finally it is fix....At last i also dicide sended myself into a ("sucker" college=jail)...this taylor it's really a sucker college,cause they are very good is sucking your $$,and provide u a sux studies enviroment.i said that nt because i still nt use to that enviroment,is the "rule's of taylor"make me so fras of it!!!today my leacture ask us to introdure ourself with education background...it had refeshing me all the memory in sunway...Yes~~sunway are alot doggy there,but also alot goodbuddy there....really miss them alot alot from the heart...i cant found a word to discribe it!Have u all try when childhood that time,sum1 had come to your house and play around with u,when he is leave,u will feel so "um she dak"...same with that kind feeling,my mind start comparing sunway and taylor university college,nw i really felt myself in a jail....damn it,i really dunno hw my secondary school friend stay there for a year..haha!may be for the education level for taylor is much high then sunway,but it just like a jail,keep feeding all the prison eat with all the book=no life's at all!no wonder they need psychologize service there..no freedom,no college life's,fuking expansive...if i haven paid the fee,i sure i wont involve myself there..i swear~~"i dun scare of those mad dog,but im scare loss a friend like u all"..never regret having a nice expirience in sunway,it make me for mature!so my ausmat friend,if free come ss15 de jail visit me lah...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

herm..the conversation between angel and devil i blog next time ba...pai seh!!Today my lan subject is finnsh,everyone is gonna leave...i really really "bu she de"some of them...cause most from them are came from difff state.For me no matter where u all come from,all is the same,but WHy u like to said u r came from diffrent state,that why we can mix well,have u ever think that is because u came from diffrent enviroment,at there you are the princess,but at here,i think all of us is same,dun ever think of other people became your servant!!sumthing wanna tell u is dun try to push all the thing to other,if u are really wrong admit it,every1 will forgive and forget,and what your super theory(it is so complicated,unable to solve easily)just keep it,it is useless here..wakaak!!if you are nt happy with me,just say it out loudly,tell other u angry me because of the birthday,why wanna found other people or reason??issit because u scare others nt going to agree with u or scare people again point the arrow to u?your blog write there,i forgot u and foong jiuan, but did she mind i forgotten the lunch with her?she dun mind at all(cause it just a small problem for her)."wang shang bu ji,tai jian ji"??all of us also gt did the wrong thing,so just admit and face it,dun keep finding someone to block for u~~HAve u really think twice what have u did(dun always think how suffer u are) ?? this thing i really cant do much,i leave it to u....in a broken relationship,both of them have to fan xing,if nt it will happen and happen again u!!friend~~ hopefully u are really learn sometinhg in lesson lah!





Herm...all the sadness happen in ausmat is already leave it here..haha...yesterday is mine first time staying in Sun-U hostel,we plan having a farewell party there(alcohol provided)..wakak..think back yesterday night,it really fun...all of us getting a small drunk,what we did is really really funny!!but in the half way something irritate happen,i really dunno why sum of the uninvited people will come,and making the party...one word to describe(Deng~~~~)wakakk....after all drunker sended to their room,me and tynn sitting the chatting the whole night until 8 oclock...haha...8 hour chatting..hahah...fantastic,first time experience in my lifes...last time i plan in genting also,but at the half way,v all fall a sleep!yesterday night the time really past very fast.....in the last 2 month in ausmat i knew sum new friend,the gradient of my hapiness graph is increasing...enjoy lahh....at here i also wanna thank for one of mine friend(sha po),when im sad she will bring me up,that why wat i also share with her,may b sumtine she is blur,but she is a nice person,nw i also dunno when can see her again!!haha!!In sunway i also meet to really good friend,PeNg-he is really like mine dai lou,i learn alot thing from him,and really having a fun with him in ausmat...sumtime i was thinking,if i din meet up him,hw would mine ausmat life be??dude,"what other people do v cant stop,but i belive everyone having a big eye to look at what is happing"this theory is really usefull to me,thank for helping all the way!herm...one more is otakusue and chyng....this 2 person really nice,mix up with them,u will found out that are nt that serious people,They are really fun...dun play play,im high rank punya kawan lehh..wakkaka!!at last is a gang friend,that i just meet up~(ah yar jie,rejoyce,and pantynn)pai seh,here all i use nick name~~hehe~first time look at them,i really think they are so nerdy,sure nt nice to mix up with them well...but after ausmat graduation night,i realise im wrong...they are very vey nice to play....and nw im so regret is i gt no more time and opportunity to mix arround them.....time is so limitted...what can i conclude is u three really a nice person!!At here to all the good friend i wanna say:"IM GLAD TO HAVING ALL OF U BEING MY GOOD FRIEND IS AUSMAT PROGRAM,ALL OF U MAKE MY LIFE MORE FANTASTIC!!"of course still got other friend also thank for so care of me..wakak!in this ausmat program,i learn alot thing that something cannot learn in the school,althrough some sadness happening,but the happiness is more more more enough to cover it,the conclude still feel happy in ausmat!!



mine dai lou~peng nian









sue wei and yi chyng look cutE???






joyce,sin yar and sze tynn taking photo in pyramid(children playground)wahaha!!











lin lyn and yi chyng just came up from the swiming pool







Me and foong jiuan just get a birthday present from pyramid



Saturday, December 6, 2008

FInally i when sunway lagoon..wahahah!!!last semester,v r keep on planing on going sunway lagoon,but alway someone will ffk last min....that why alway plans fail....but yesterday finally i when there with my coursemate...at here i wanna thank you to my 3 buddy..first is sao monkey,god of monkey and yi chyng..thank for helping me...Shhh~~secret(u 3 understand enough lahh..wakkaka)..that day alot people going there,of course some unhappy thingy happening, anyways,the happiness is more to cover up the unhappy,therefore the plan is still conclude as happy!!herm....at here also wanna introdure 3 new friend..altrough just know them,but they are really fun..keke!!

This is miss ju...haha...dun look at her face so fiere,she is very friendly de....very open thinking tim~~haha..play with her really fun and xiao....hey~~miss ju..our volka still haven buka lagi..when wanna drink it..???wakkaka

Ahhahah....this is 100% jay chou fan-miss tynn..hahah~~everytime when v say about jay,she will show u the innocence look....look the pic...v din bully her,but when others loook at her innocent face haizz....v 2 be bocome bad guy again....haha...friend,u r a nice person...glad having this kind of friend~~

Sunday, November 30, 2008

我哭了~

*爱得痛了,痛得哭了* 我的心情180度地沉下谷底.因为一开始的愚蠢观念,导致我失去人七情六欲之首,爱!之前的我,真的真的以为自己能为了自己的理想而放下一切。但,我发现我错了。这就是所谓理智和情绪的冲突吗?当我发现自己在感情的失败,彻彻底底地失败时,真的很痛,事实真让人惨痛不已。我希望自己可以完整地把心情,感觉与他人分享,但这种感觉却反了道德观念。。。我只能问谁能够了解?
我真的很想告诉你我心中的话,但我不想破坏你的决定,也不想让你头痛一次,真的打从心底希望你能开心! 我口中时常哼着*放手,放开所有,还有这个好友,已经足够!*我真的相信这一句,但每一次的放手都让我后悔一次,因为爱情的机会是要及时把握!因为爱是不等人的。。你不把握,那将会成为别人的。。纯纯的爱往往让人难以忘怀,那副可爱的脸蛋,亲切的嗓子,永远烙印在我脑海里。希望你能希望你能幸福,别把我这擦肩而过的好友给忘了!加油~~



吃不能吃 睡不能睡没有了你 全都不对我都学不会 把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠笑不能笑 哭不敢哭人不像人 鬼不像鬼朋友都说这 不过失恋但我却连呼吸都胆怯能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍我不能够 不能够不爱了我不能睡能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了我不能够 不能够不爱了

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Journey of lifes is like to big curve.at last u will back to the come back to the start point.when v r born we bring nth to this world,so when u leave this world u wont bring anything go off..same!

when a baby is born,all the hair is white colour nt black~~pai seh now oni found out...herm...start from today my blog will just save all happy,nice memory...all the bad thing, let the time handle it...and im sure it will b fine~~hehe!!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008




歌手:林峰 歌曲:爱不疚



收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有


Sunday, November 2, 2008

T.E.E final exam in 2day left~

Wah~~~T.E.E coming soon jor,but i was like more relax then mock exam tim!i know at this moment shouldn't having this kind of attitude,but normally planning is diffrent from achievement...plan just have to think,done it on your mine(imagination),if u 1 to did it on real lifes,then have to sacrifice alot time,money and energy...that y today alot people plannig fail...this afternoon i force myself to coll study,study until 4.45,i have take a small break and when to cafeteria.In the ways,i meet kentlon and his friend.when i back to library,it is CLOSE and my bag is inside there...that time i really felt like wanna fainting down,all my note,exercise,graphic calculator inside there..T.E.E is coming,this kind of stupid still happen on me,Yes...nt the librarian stupid,just i nt smart enough...