Baloney~~!!

Wat going on??Why everything change so sunden?Omg...it's hard to cope with the new enviroment and new fellows~~I got no time to social, make new friend even communicated with some of the bloody junior.Is hard to stay alone-Mentally hollow, after the first sem i thought everything having a nice ending but actually nt..nothing is settle until the day finnish this course,everything will going on and it really cruel. Wearing back the smiling mask like a joker having show on the stage, as the audiances laugh louder, the joker felt more Agony!!Because of u i learn to stand up when im fall, because of u i learn to be independant to be strong because of u I found it hard to trust everyone, because of u i loss myself and keep on rotating on the same point....i hate it!!Sometimes, I felt wat u talk to me that night is just a White lie.Everything is just a lie...

when is the flower blossoms??finally i had cure my sicknesss by few doctor...although they said nth,but for me they saving my life's....if something tie on the bird feet, even it is a eagle, it cant fly much~~ now just left some little stuff to settle,after that everything will restart....A new life's!!lastly i will keep my promise not to update this blog anymore because my treatment has been complete!!thank again my friend!!

校园风云之哲手遮天（开完笑的）

隔膜？？怎么了？为什么？？你知道吗。。我真得很辛苦，很压力~~天啊~~我完全失去生活平衡。。我把所有的东西埋在心里，真的不知还可以撑几久！！据我所知，如果每个考试都高过75分，不管用mean,mode,median, 都不会少过75 分，但为什么我只有72分，是电脑错，还是那家伙不爽我！！进了这课程后，品均每天12-15 个钟面对功课，看着班上那些家伙一个一个被踢出去，我也不敢偷懒！！日子一天一天过去，时间真得过得很快，转眼就是半年了，脑海的记忆好想千篇一律，根本就没有什么增长，天天就是上课，上网，读书，睡觉！机器人吗？？当我得到好成绩，拥有什么好东西都没人分享，那千金万两对我又是什么！！如果有的选，我真的只要你陪我聊聊天，我情愿变回那天跌下来当被盖的家伙，每天快乐是神仙（不是没出息，快乐是无价的）什么80 分90分都没分别了！！我挣的好累，没天再这里blog blog blog, 是在和电脑聊天码？

开心果

再次的祝你生日快乐！！呵呵~~干吗为了一条意大利粉肠不开心了？？虽然我也好像面对这种感觉，但我却从来没有选择忘记，因为记忆属于你的~~没人能拿走，就连你自己！！人会不开心因为我们曾经拥有更好的，但相信我~~人的记忆不会停顿，让时间创造更美好的东西！！今年的生日不爽算了，明年再来个惊喜，不然后年，大后年，大大后年~~~你有的是青春。。哈哈！！做回那个开开心心又迷迷糊糊傻婆（对不起，改不了口~~XP）吧！！

我很忙，心很痛！！

有些伤隐藏的很秘，当你不去看它时，它不痛也不痒。。但当你尝试去摸它时，它便会令你比死还难受~~人身就是那么复杂哦！！今天难得空闲，我再次去探讨那伤口是否复原，但结果却是再次加重了我的痛。。。都已经半年了，为什么还是那么痛呢！！我想如果要真正的复原，那心病终须心药医，解铃还须解铃人。。下次干脆来个终极大手术，一就死亡，二就让我开开心心过日子。现在活得像个机器人，每日都千篇一律--这不是我！！我怎么会那么窝囊了~~怕死不是我的风格，爱玩看时机，让智慧带我成为人上人！！

sorry for being so busy this few week...haha...no choice loxx....chosen such a busy course....actually this few week my body nt feeling that well and also having a lots arguement with group member...herm...the thing happen this way~~~


车祸
那天因为同学的妈妈因为迷路在subangjaya 地带，他叫我带他去他妈妈，当我开着车子时，后面来了一个还没睡醒的家伙，向我车尾撞过来，当我下车一看，我车只是画了几条，但那家伙的车却毁不成形，看着他的车牌AGCxxxx ，我心里不知为何没火了，只叫他留下电话及登记。。。他的电话打不通，我看八成登记也是假的。。那我只有去报警咯。。。今天了他姐联络我，知道真相，一直对我道歉，还说怡保没像这里的交通那么乱，也愿意赔赏我车的修理费。。哈哈。。这怡保人看来也不坏吗。。。

Sick~~
Herm..this few week also dunno what going on...whole body not feeling tat well...at first is last few week im doing the fruit baterry car,then my hand touchedd acid and cause my hand there having sum black spot.after that started having headche and gastric....damn...when i was busy then oni all sickness come in one shot...but for this course,we can only died strainght away,but no time for us to sick....if u start to take a break,then your mark started to reduce.this wednesday, I;m headche and my head is keep sweating,dunno wat going on,but after checking blackboard 7,we having 2 assugnment due 2morow and 1 math, 1 chemistry test....really quite stressfull,but at here i wanna thank xiao gu-foong juan,high pangkat friend-otaku sue & my lovely niece-lin lyn..haha...really thank for giving me a hand when i need help.

终于我把所有的烦恼都告一段落，前阵子，桃运滚滚来，让我感到非常矛盾。应该还是不应该呢？昨天，我终于做出了一个决定，不再让同样的事情发生，不再会有替死鬼了，因为一个好人是没有人能顶替的。我这坏人终于鼓起勇气告诉她，玩了不适合现在的我，因为现在的我拥有一个承诺必须完成-大家拥有4-5年的时间进化，这段时间就和它拚了。。。不好意识，我跟她说了很多鸟话，但其实我现在只想一人静静，不想再让别人弄乱我的生活~~人生不是因为等待才有希望吗？？