Jail~~

Im back~~Hahah.....this few day really feel like blogging, but all the holiday is quite busy for finding a direction to move forward and my laptop is strike by lightning,whole mother board hangus tim~hah~but finally it is fix....At last i also dicide sended myself into a ("sucker" college=jail)...this taylor it's really a sucker college,cause they are very good is sucking your $$,and provide u a sux studies enviroment.i said that nt because i still nt use to that enviroment,is the "rule's of taylor"make me so fras of it!!!today my leacture ask us to introdure ourself with education background...it had refeshing me all the memory in sunway...Yes~~sunway are alot doggy there,but also alot goodbuddy there....really miss them alot alot from the heart...i cant found a word to discribe it!Have u all try when childhood that time,sum1 had come to your house and play around with u,when he is leave,u will feel so "um she dak"...same with that kind feeling,my mind start comparing sunway and taylor university college,nw i really felt myself in a jail....damn it,i really dunno hw my secondary school friend stay there for a year..haha!may be for the education level for taylor is much high then sunway,but it just like a jail,keep feeding all the prison eat with all the book=no life's at all!no wonder they need psychologize service there..no freedom,no college life's,fuking expansive...if i haven paid the fee,i sure i wont involve myself there..i swear~~"i dun scare of those mad dog,but im scare loss a friend like u all"..never regret having a nice expirience in sunway,it make me for mature!so my ausmat friend,if free come ss15 de jail visit me lah...

herm..the conversation between angel and devil i blog next time ba...pai seh!!Today my lan subject is finnsh,everyone is gonna leave...i really really "bu she de"some of them...cause most from them are came from difff state.For me no matter where u all come from,all is the same,but WHy u like to said u r came from diffrent state,that why we can mix well,have u ever think that is because u came from diffrent enviroment,at there you are the princess,but at here,i think all of us is same,dun ever think of other people became your servant!!sumthing wanna tell u is dun try to push all the thing to other,if u are really wrong admit it,every1 will forgive and forget,and what your super theory(it is so complicated,unable to solve easily)just keep it,it is useless here..wakaak!!if you are nt happy with me,just say it out loudly,tell other u angry me because of the birthday,why wanna found other people or reason??issit because u scare others nt going to agree with u or scare people again point the arrow to u?your blog write there,i forgot u and foong jiuan, but did she mind i forgotten the lunch with her?she dun mind at all(cause it just a small problem for her)."wang shang bu ji,tai jian ji"??all of us also gt did the wrong thing,so just admit and face it,dun keep finding someone to block for u~~HAve u really think twice what have u did(dun always think how suffer u are) ?? this thing i really cant do much,i leave it to u....in a broken relationship,both of them have to fan xing,if nt it will happen and happen again u!!friend~~ hopefully u are really learn sometinhg in lesson lah!





Herm...all the sadness happen in ausmat is already leave it here..haha...yesterday is mine first time staying in Sun-U hostel,we plan having a farewell party there(alcohol provided)..wakak..think back yesterday night,it really fun...all of us getting a small drunk,what we did is really really funny!!but in the half way something irritate happen,i really dunno why sum of the uninvited people will come,and making the party...one word to describe(Deng~~~~)wakakk....after all drunker sended to their room,me and tynn sitting the chatting the whole night until 8 oclock...haha...8 hour chatting..hahah...fantastic,first time experience in my lifes...last time i plan in genting also,but at the half way,v all fall a sleep!yesterday night the time really past very fast.....in the last 2 month in ausmat i knew sum new friend,the gradient of my hapiness graph is increasing...enjoy lahh....at here i also wanna thank for one of mine friend(sha po),when im sad she will bring me up,that why wat i also share with her,may b sumtine she is blur,but she is a nice person,nw i also dunno when can see her again!!haha!!In sunway i also meet to really good friend,PeNg-he is really like mine dai lou,i learn alot thing from him,and really having a fun with him in ausmat...sumtime i was thinking,if i din meet up him,hw would mine ausmat life be??dude,"what other people do v cant stop,but i belive everyone having a big eye to look at what is happing"this theory is really usefull to me,thank for helping all the way!herm...one more is otakusue and chyng....this 2 person really nice,mix up with them,u will found out that are nt that serious people,They are really fun...dun play play,im high rank punya kawan lehh..wakkaka!!at last is a gang friend,that i just meet up~(ah yar jie,rejoyce,and pantynn)pai seh,here all i use nick name~~hehe~first time look at them,i really think they are so nerdy,sure nt nice to mix up with them well...but after ausmat graduation night,i realise im wrong...they are very vey nice to play....and nw im so regret is i gt no more time and opportunity to mix arround them.....time is so limitted...what can i conclude is u three really a nice person!!At here to all the good friend i wanna say:"IM GLAD TO HAVING ALL OF U BEING MY GOOD FRIEND IS AUSMAT PROGRAM,ALL OF U MAKE MY LIFE MORE FANTASTIC!!"of course still got other friend also thank for so care of me..wakak!in this ausmat program,i learn alot thing that something cannot learn in the school,althrough some sadness happening,but the happiness is more more more enough to cover it,the conclude still feel happy in ausmat!!

mine dai lou~peng nian

sue wei and yi chyng look cutE???

joyce,sin yar and sze tynn taking photo in pyramid(children playground)wahaha!!

lin lyn and yi chyng just came up from the swiming pool

Me and foong jiuan just get a birthday present from pyramid

FInally i when sunway lagoon..wahahah!!!last semester,v r keep on planing on going sunway lagoon,but alway someone will ffk last min....that why alway plans fail....but yesterday finally i when there with my coursemate...at here i wanna thank you to my 3 buddy..first is sao monkey,god of monkey and yi chyng..thank for helping me...Shhh~~secret(u 3 understand enough lahh..wakkaka)..that day alot people going there,of course some unhappy thingy happening, anyways,the happiness is more to cover up the unhappy,therefore the plan is still conclude as happy!!herm....at here also wanna introdure 3 new friend..altrough just know them,but they are really fun..keke!!

This is miss ju...haha...dun look at her face so fiere,she is very friendly de....very open thinking tim~~haha..play with her really fun and xiao....hey~~miss ju..our volka still haven buka lagi..when wanna drink it..???wakkaka

Ahhahah....this is 100% jay chou fan-miss tynn..hahah~~everytime when v say about jay,she will show u the innocence look....look the pic...v din bully her,but when others loook at her innocent face haizz....v 2 be bocome bad guy again....haha...friend,u r a nice person...glad having this kind of friend~~

我哭了~

*爱得痛了，痛得哭了* 我的心情180度地沉下谷底.因为一开始的愚蠢观念，导致我失去人七情六欲之首，爱！之前的我，真的真的以为自己能为了自己的理想而放下一切。但，我发现我错了。这就是所谓理智和情绪的冲突吗？当我发现自己在感情的失败,彻彻底底地失败时，真的很痛，事实真让人惨痛不已。我希望自己可以完整地把心情,感觉与他人分享，但这种感觉却反了道德观念。。。我只能问谁能够了解？
我真的很想告诉你我心中的话，但我不想破坏你的决定，也不想让你头痛一次，真的打从心底希望你能开心！ 我口中时常哼着*放手，放开所有，还有这个好友，已经足够！*我真的相信这一句，但每一次的放手都让我后悔一次,因为爱情的机会是要及时把握！因为爱是不等人的。。你不把握，那将会成为别人的。。纯纯的爱往往让人难以忘怀，那副可爱的脸蛋，亲切的嗓子，永远烙印在我脑海里。希望你能希望你能幸福，别把我这擦肩而过的好友给忘了！加油~~


吃不能吃 睡不能睡没有了你 全都不对我都学不会 把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠笑不能笑 哭不敢哭人不像人 鬼不像鬼朋友都说这 不过失恋但我却连呼吸都胆怯能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍我不能够 不能够不爱了我不能睡能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了我不能够 不能够不爱了

Journey of lifes is like to big curve.at last u will back to the come back to the start point.when v r born we bring nth to this world,so when u leave this world u wont bring anything go off..same!

when a baby is born,all the hair is white colour nt black~~pai seh now oni found out...herm...start from today my blog will just save all happy,nice memory...all the bad thing, let the time handle it...and im sure it will b fine~~hehe!!

歌手：林峰 歌曲：爱不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有

愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够

假使讲了你听到後 或会走

这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有

成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由

放手 其实我绝非爱得不够

放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友

已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够

即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手

这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有

成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由

放手 其实我绝非爱得不够

放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友

已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头

放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有

也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透

放手 至可拥有

T.E.E final exam in 2day left~

Wah~~~T.E.E coming soon jor,but i was like more relax then mock exam tim!i know at this moment shouldn't having this kind of attitude,but normally planning is diffrent from achievement...plan just have to think,done it on your mine(imagination),if u 1 to did it on real lifes,then have to sacrifice alot time,money and energy...that y today alot people plannig fail...this afternoon i force myself to coll study,study until 4.45,i have take a small break and when to cafeteria.In the ways,i meet kentlon and his friend.when i back to library,it is CLOSE and my bag is inside there...that time i really felt like wanna fainting down,all my note,exercise,graphic calculator inside there..T.E.E is coming,this kind of stupid still happen on me,Yes...nt the librarian stupid,just i nt smart enough...

Last time when i was in the secondary school, our discipline teacher alway's ask us "pin drop silent",but at last nobody will care wat she say,but 2night finally i felt the quietude, the all the particle's r in the stable condition.when the mind is free,sum image are flow from memory.....it is like a movie,replay and replay infront of me...i saw 3 girl passes through my-life and because of mine braveless(timid), i dinn't appriciate what im having that time..But until today i din regret wht dicision i make.YES~~three of them r so nice, so perfect for me..first of them is internal beauty(of course external also nt bad lah),second 1 very understanding(can read what ever i was thinking),third 1..herm..no comment!!(i din talk big,it true)HAaHA~~so ngam all of thm having the same sir name wor....i have learn alot of thing,after facing all the problem,get hurt and hurt,(it like roller Coaster) i became more mature"经一事，长一智"~~So friend~~dun give up what problem u having now,because that will make your life experience more rich!hah;it late gonna off9 jor,will be continue~~~

Huray~~~Mock exam it over.....BOOM!....kk i wake~~haizz...Mock exam over,but my TEE(ausmat external australia paper)exam coming soon 2 week more..Im going to faint down liao...herm...i think is time to prepare prepare this exam ady..anyway,2day im going to share about wat have i done in this few day..hahah..Im became a movie freak...have u been going 3 movee a day....In this week time,i had watch 7-8 movie,average 1 day 3 movie..really SIao..that why im broke this month..hahahXP!!Now almost all the movie i had watched even the disaster movie(rubbish movie) i also watch ady...that movie really wasting my money lox...It doesnt have any story line,sundenly a huck,iron man,enchanted and........Apa pun ada..damn!!Herm....Do u all agree when u are unlucky,all the bad thing will keep coming making your lifes more suffer?2day i when to ss15 there for lunch,after my lunch i saw my car get clamp and needed 50 buckzz to unlock..after few minutes,a Jin kak indian drive his cheaplak motor(no $$ to buy car)and ask money from me...look at the idiot face,u can sense that he's relate with few case v saw in the news paper like robe a beggar,rapping the sheep..and(watch news paper lah)..the conclusion is having this kind of se hui bai lei~(Pokai Zeng Yan Zah),our country is getting more "peacefull"..kkk...now mine emotion balance abit liao,im not racist,but dunno why everytime they are the one who's come and disturb my wonderfull lifes!May be this is what they call "po cai xiao zai" ba!!!

Almost reaches The boiling point

now is 15/10/2008 11.27 p.m.,actually 2night plan to sleep early cause this few day still nt yet use to sleep earlier after my exam week..in between this few day,my mock exam result is coming out, and im really faith to face on it!!may be too many thing putting pressure on me in 1 shot, my emotion doesn't in the stable stage...this evening im really really angry on sumthing i felt that is so stupid and imporsible happen to me(sakai de priviate), If there is others people to it to me,i sure paste my 2 big pump into his face..but is evening i doesnt did it, and im trying to pretent everything is fine..Yes,i hate people fake on me,but im trying to making the situation NOT to getting worse and worse...U r my best buddy, im respect u all the time, hopefully u also can respect me some of the times....wat happen on today i wil delete it from my memory-I Promise!!! but promise me,this kind of problem will nt happen again,k...since it is a small matter to u...2day is the history and 2morow is the mistery....friend, jia you on your test ba....nitezz!!

Today i has been change a new hair style.For my own opinion this hairstyle really mar mar dei oni~~herm....waste my money nia~gek~!actually 2day wanted go layourt plaza find mine NS friend wei ting with aaron de....but last minutes Mr aaron ffk, cause he said his nt felling well....(but this mornig i also alreally felt moodless go there ady)....heheXP..

doesn't look any diff also hor....i sit there for 2 hour lehh...the fellow use the blade cut here and there..herm...until 4 oclock i go find yah in inti college....2day i really felt all the pass it really go away from me, v 2 finally can sit down chat like a close friend and end with the peacefull ending....hhahah.....!!

Today is my exam break day....this morning sundenly im awake from the circle of imagination around me this few month ago....Finally im brave to walk out this circle and face wat is going on, and sumthing that in this short period i dun nt dare to find out...i dunno where i get the energy from, may b is wat u told me yesterday....Do u noe, yesterday when u told me all the thing,im really felt so dissapointted on u..and i realise that u r nt the girl i wan~~!V r from two diffrent planet, as a friend is good,as a couple make the whole world suffer only(IT TRUE)..THIS IMAGINATION circle around me since the day after my birthday...in this few month i try to change myself into a key to open up your lock,But a house key is for the lock at home,a car key is for starting up the car, there is no house key can started th car engine....mayb u wil said this is just wat i wan,but y dun u just wake me when u r found out....u just everytime using a knife cut through my heart and still wan me smile at u..(i hate it)..Damn it!!!!but everything is pass just let it be,im started new life with full of energy that can stand more and more pressure.....gambateh~~XP

Sick of looking at those notezzz~~

Help help~~any1 can give me a hand??Mock test is coming 2day more...my preparation still haven done yet....really nervous now lah~'''sumtimes really stress up lah,but at night that time a very pure thinking girl will online...kacau her and making her mad reallly feel so fun man...the way she kena zak until speechless really look so funny...although u have 1000x of stress also will release at that movement.OkOk...let me introduce this girl first.she name is xxx, having a cute looking.hah~ the most important is she really a nice person , no matter how i zak her she also wont get mad de wor(sorry lah friend,sumtimes mayb too over liao)..she study in sunway coll,ausmat..My coursemate lahh~duh~~


hahah~~she is promoting fish ball and sushi at sunway pyramid....those guy dun try pikat o..her boyfriend Mr xx wxx lxx(THREE RUBBISH DURIAN HAIR KING)will die with u all~~wakakka~

Loneliness~~

Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.2day night it so silent, heart strongly felt emptiness....(sha po going sigapore liaO!! nobody accompany me "blow water"here"!!)Xin YI,i think u have done sum reseach on this Rite?Heerm.... "money $$ cannot buy hapiness" your easay stament..so ngam..Ohh..stil left alot note haven finnsh tim....must Gambateh ady..NOt Yamateh~~wakaka!

My best buddy (HoHo)

Sunway college niece(xin yi@@)

($$ cannot buy hapiness writer)

5 more dy to Mock

Mine study week gonna finnish in this few more day......MOCK test is Coming soon..Haizz~~~but im still sitting here and there watching "Jia Hao Yue Yuan" and dreaming....This movie really reflected alot reality in our Daily lifes..of course the part i like the most is the relationship problem happen between them..."zhong ka yan" so leng lui..sure alot guy be willing die for her~~but the story line realy fantasic man~~Friend:"must watch lah!!"
K lahh....dream for the whole day ady..now gonna study liao~~

Finally i have created my blog.....last time i was not really agree people bloging because i think that is quite wasting time.(sorry for all the blogger loxxXP).hahah..but today im started to bloging..XP..At here,i woluld like to sharing my lifes experience.Ok.herm..let me intro myself first ba,im Johnson.....(every1 first time create blog also say those rubbish de lah, so just folow the procedure..)I like to play around with my friend(Enjoy lifes..)and now i m studying at Sunway University college,Ausmat program!!alot people said that sunway for all those rich people study 1(pai ka zai punya college)but Im Difference..wakaka.Im so sick with this program,it really hard to study but my course still alot crazy fellow getting a very high mark, and most of the coursemate came from diff state and country.At there i knew alot new friend,they are quite friendly but sometime very eazy to get mad.Sometimes i really dunno have to give wat comment on them,cause every have their own principle.