Last time when i was in the secondary school, our discipline teacher alway's ask us "pin drop silent",but at last nobody will care wat she say,but 2night finally i felt the quietude, the all the particle's r in the stable condition.when the mind is free,sum image are flow from memory.....it is like a movie,replay and replay infront of me...i saw 3 girl passes through my-life and because of mine braveless(timid), i dinn't appriciate what im having that time..But until today i din regret wht dicision i make.YES~~three of them r so nice, so perfect for me..first of them is internal beauty(of course external also nt bad lah),second 1 very understanding(can read what ever i was thinking),third 1..herm..no comment!!(i din talk big,it true)HAaHA~~so ngam all of thm having the same sir name wor....i have learn alot of thing,after facing all the problem,get hurt and hurt,(it like roller Coaster) i became more mature"经一事，长一智"~~So friend~~dun give up what problem u having now,because that will make your life experience more rich!hah;it late gonna off9 jor,will be continue~~~

Huray~~~Mock exam it over.....BOOM!....kk i wake~~haizz...Mock exam over,but my TEE(ausmat external australia paper)exam coming soon 2 week more..Im going to faint down liao...herm...i think is time to prepare prepare this exam ady..anyway,2day im going to share about wat have i done in this few day..hahah..Im became a movie freak...have u been going 3 movee a day....In this week time,i had watch 7-8 movie,average 1 day 3 movie..really SIao..that why im broke this month..hahahXP!!Now almost all the movie i had watched even the disaster movie(rubbish movie) i also watch ady...that movie really wasting my money lox...It doesnt have any story line,sundenly a huck,iron man,enchanted and........Apa pun ada..damn!!Herm....Do u all agree when u are unlucky,all the bad thing will keep coming making your lifes more suffer?2day i when to ss15 there for lunch,after my lunch i saw my car get clamp and needed 50 buckzz to unlock..after few minutes,a Jin kak indian drive his cheaplak motor(no $$ to buy car)and ask money from me...look at the idiot face,u can sense that he's relate with few case v saw in the news paper like robe a beggar,rapping the sheep..and(watch news paper lah)..the conclusion is having this kind of se hui bai lei~(Pokai Zeng Yan Zah),our country is getting more "peacefull"..kkk...now mine emotion balance abit liao,im not racist,but dunno why everytime they are the one who's come and disturb my wonderfull lifes!May be this is what they call "po cai xiao zai" ba!!!

Almost reaches The boiling point

now is 15/10/2008 11.27 p.m.,actually 2night plan to sleep early cause this few day still nt yet use to sleep earlier after my exam week..in between this few day,my mock exam result is coming out, and im really faith to face on it!!may be too many thing putting pressure on me in 1 shot, my emotion doesn't in the stable stage...this evening im really really angry on sumthing i felt that is so stupid and imporsible happen to me(sakai de priviate), If there is others people to it to me,i sure paste my 2 big pump into his face..but is evening i doesnt did it, and im trying to pretent everything is fine..Yes,i hate people fake on me,but im trying to making the situation NOT to getting worse and worse...U r my best buddy, im respect u all the time, hopefully u also can respect me some of the times....wat happen on today i wil delete it from my memory-I Promise!!! but promise me,this kind of problem will nt happen again,k...since it is a small matter to u...2day is the history and 2morow is the mistery....friend, jia you on your test ba....nitezz!!

Today i has been change a new hair style.For my own opinion this hairstyle really mar mar dei oni~~herm....waste my money nia~gek~!actually 2day wanted go layourt plaza find mine NS friend wei ting with aaron de....but last minutes Mr aaron ffk, cause he said his nt felling well....(but this mornig i also alreally felt moodless go there ady)....heheXP..

doesn't look any diff also hor....i sit there for 2 hour lehh...the fellow use the blade cut here and there..herm...until 4 oclock i go find yah in inti college....2day i really felt all the pass it really go away from me, v 2 finally can sit down chat like a close friend and end with the peacefull ending....hhahah.....!!

Today is my exam break day....this morning sundenly im awake from the circle of imagination around me this few month ago....Finally im brave to walk out this circle and face wat is going on, and sumthing that in this short period i dun nt dare to find out...i dunno where i get the energy from, may b is wat u told me yesterday....Do u noe, yesterday when u told me all the thing,im really felt so dissapointted on u..and i realise that u r nt the girl i wan~~!V r from two diffrent planet, as a friend is good,as a couple make the whole world suffer only(IT TRUE)..THIS IMAGINATION circle around me since the day after my birthday...in this few month i try to change myself into a key to open up your lock,But a house key is for the lock at home,a car key is for starting up the car, there is no house key can started th car engine....mayb u wil said this is just wat i wan,but y dun u just wake me when u r found out....u just everytime using a knife cut through my heart and still wan me smile at u..(i hate it)..Damn it!!!!but everything is pass just let it be,im started new life with full of energy that can stand more and more pressure.....gambateh~~XP

Sick of looking at those notezzz~~

Help help~~any1 can give me a hand??Mock test is coming 2day more...my preparation still haven done yet....really nervous now lah~'''sumtimes really stress up lah,but at night that time a very pure thinking girl will online...kacau her and making her mad reallly feel so fun man...the way she kena zak until speechless really look so funny...although u have 1000x of stress also will release at that movement.OkOk...let me introduce this girl first.she name is xxx, having a cute looking.hah~ the most important is she really a nice person , no matter how i zak her she also wont get mad de wor(sorry lah friend,sumtimes mayb too over liao)..she study in sunway coll,ausmat..My coursemate lahh~duh~~


hahah~~she is promoting fish ball and sushi at sunway pyramid....those guy dun try pikat o..her boyfriend Mr xx wxx lxx(THREE RUBBISH DURIAN HAIR KING)will die with u all~~wakakka~

Loneliness~~

Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.2day night it so silent, heart strongly felt emptiness....(sha po going sigapore liaO!! nobody accompany me "blow water"here"!!)Xin YI,i think u have done sum reseach on this Rite?Heerm.... "money $$ cannot buy hapiness" your easay stament..so ngam..Ohh..stil left alot note haven finnsh tim....must Gambateh ady..NOt Yamateh~~wakaka!

My best buddy (HoHo)

Sunway college niece(xin yi@@)

($$ cannot buy hapiness writer)

5 more dy to Mock

Mine study week gonna finnish in this few more day......MOCK test is Coming soon..Haizz~~~but im still sitting here and there watching "Jia Hao Yue Yuan" and dreaming....This movie really reflected alot reality in our Daily lifes..of course the part i like the most is the relationship problem happen between them..."zhong ka yan" so leng lui..sure alot guy be willing die for her~~but the story line realy fantasic man~~Friend:"must watch lah!!"
K lahh....dream for the whole day ady..now gonna study liao~~