Baloney~~!!

Wat going on??Why everything change so sunden?Omg...it's hard to cope with the new enviroment and new fellows~~I got no time to social, make new friend even communicated with some of the bloody junior.Is hard to stay alone-Mentally hollow, after the first sem i thought everything having a nice ending but actually nt..nothing is settle until the day finnish this course,everything will going on and it really cruel. Wearing back the smiling mask like a joker having show on the stage, as the audiances laugh louder, the joker felt more Agony!!Because of u i learn to stand up when im fall, because of u i learn to be independant to be strong because of u I found it hard to trust everyone, because of u i loss myself and keep on rotating on the same point....i hate it!!Sometimes, I felt wat u talk to me that night is just a White lie.Everything is just a lie...