我对朋友的友情越来越质疑，我身边的朋友到底在想什么？？人性真的那么难抓摸吗？曾经是那么好的朋友，因为妒忌，名誉，女生，你破坏了友谊之窗，牺牲了朋友，值得吗？那女生今天还不是把你抛掉，投靠更出色的男人。。。机会不是常有，把握机会才是重点。。。看回去年写的日记，我总觉得自己好傻，但毕竟人谁无过。

The day staying in Sheff, I felt so helpless with all the actors here. Is hard to differentiate who is really care of you, and who is faking in front of you. Sometime when I met some problem, even through escape is come to my mind, but I'm force to control my mind to face it. I dislike the lifestyle here, no matter how strong am I, I still need someone to accompany, the loneliness is sux!!I don't care hoe much discriminate or being isolated here, but I believe I will impress all of you with my result. I'm who I'm, be myself!!